Oh great, the L word

[planet planet]

i think ive seen that. i remember chrissy moran as she looked like a broken child. asia carerra also seemed a tad "off".

Asia Carrera was probably "off" because she left that life behind, moved to Utah and raised a family until her husband died in a car crash and she had to get back into it and solicit $ from her fans on her website to make ends meet. She's also a member of Mensa.

[IMADreamer]

I think the problem with Michelle Obama is like a lot of people she identifies herself by her job. Well for five years her job was porn. Now she's out of that and has been for a few years but she still did that. People still identify her as that. Not everyone knows she did it, but here a lot of people do. Especially people our age and it's hard to get people to see her as anything but that. So she's always the girl that did porn and she knows a lot of people see her that way.

Basically what she told me was it was this out of control spiral. She lost her job and was kind of with the wrong crowd. She was mentally beat down by others around her and basically was thinking she was only good for her looks. So she became a stripper. She said that sucked at first but you get over it and start making good money. Then one day a stripper friend of hers who did porn says hey you should do porn. I guess after some coaxing and seeing what kind of money her friend made she did. The saddest part to me was that she told me she thought about it for a long time and was laying in bed and just went "well I'm pretty much useless at anything but being a whore I might as well go all the way."

So now she's doing porn. She said at first it was awkward and she'd go home and cry at night about it, but then she embraced it. She said for a while it was fun and she was ok at it and making good money. Then she said the industry kind of changed where it wasn't good enough to be good looking, good acting, whatever. You had to start doing kinkier stuff. So there was lesbian stuff, then there was anal, and then rough things. She said that's where she lost it. She said one day she was doing a scene and I won't go into details but she just broke down realizing that she was just an object and that there was no honor in what was going on. So she quit.

I don't really know how she got to where she is now other then when she came back home she made friends with some of my friends and they are really good people. The kind of people that grab someone by the hand and lifts them up, not pushes them down. So they convinced her to go back to school, feel good about herself in more ways then she's just good looking. So a few years later she has a decent job and she's doing better.

I know she looks back on her past with shame, but I've told her without that she wouldn't be where she is now and I think she's at least headed to a good place.

Ok, there's way too much info about a random girl in porn.

[Jocephus]

i think ive seen that. i remember chrissy moran as she looked like a broken child. asia carerra also seemed a tad "off".

Asia Carrera was probably "off" because she left that life behind, moved to Utah and raised a family until her husband died in a car crash and she had to get back into it and solicit $ from her fans on her website to make ends meet. She's also a member of Mensa.

yeah i knew she had some unique circumstances. iirc, raylene also left but had to get back in for money reasons. she's good at she she does though.

[sighyoung]

[wart57]

Are these things creepier than that time I saw Wart and his family and only watched from a distance rather than going up and saying hi?

Didn't somebody do that with luke and his daughter too?

GRBers be creeping.

To be clear, I didn't go say hi only because I was scared of his wife, not because I'm a creeper.

I am scared of her too!

[lukethedrifter]

I love you guys.

[IMADreamer]

Back to this mess. When a girl says it's ok if you don't say I love you back she's lying. I'm getting some pressure and guilt tripping now about it all.

I like her a lot. I still love Nic. I miss her all the time. I don't see how I can ever feel that way about someone else. I understand Michelle Obama not being cool with that. I just don't know what happens now. I probably get dumped I guess.

[TGantz]

Just give her a link to this topic and she can see for herself how you feel. It should work out well from there.

Also, pics or it didn't happen.

[cardsfansince82]

I'm still waiting for Third Man to tell us what that porn star smelled like.

[Michael]

I'm still waiting for Third Man to tell us what that porn star smelled like.

Before or after he dumped her body?