Rant: being socially awkward
Posted: September 24 11, 9:05 pm
I'm great in my small group of friends, very comfortable and can easily carry on a conversation, but tonight I was out at a party for someone and as usual in situations like that it was weird. I knew lots of people there and I was able to carry on the basics but after the hi how ya doing, blah blah I get awkward. I hate it, some of these guys used to be pretty good friends of mine but I didn't know what to say.
Then there was awkwardness number two. A few of these guys either have pretty fancy important jobs or are really good liars. Either way, even though I have a pretty difficult degree, and am doing well for myself I felt awkward. I felt like a loser because I'm back in my home town and these guys are off in the big city with fancy jobs and I felt like a complete hoosier.
I hope I never have to go to another party again.
btw my gf told me today that I better die first because I'll be alone forever with out her. Which is true.
Then there was awkwardness number two. A few of these guys either have pretty fancy important jobs or are really good liars. Either way, even though I have a pretty difficult degree, and am doing well for myself I felt awkward. I felt like a loser because I'm back in my home town and these guys are off in the big city with fancy jobs and I felt like a complete hoosier.
I hope I never have to go to another party again.
btw my gf told me today that I better die first because I'll be alone forever with out her. Which is true.
