oh great so I'll see you every day. great......
Posted: May 31 13, 4:11 pm
A few years ago I made a thread about the one that got away. It was no big deal really, just a getting some things of my chest, after all I had an awesome girl. and now I don't. Today in the span of 20 minutes I had a roller coaster of emotions that I can't really explain. This week has been kind of a lonely week, I have those sometimes and maybe next week will be the opposite, but man today was almost great, then it really sucked.
I bumped into the one that got away at the post office. It was happy and exciting, hey I'm single. I'm not saying I'm ready but I could be for the right girl. So we have this awesome conversation where I could tell she was genuinely happy to see me and I finally work my guts up to say hey what are you doing this weekend? She says "well I think I have a pretty big weekend ahead of me" so I inquire and she proceeds to tell me that she thinks her bf is going to propose to her this weekend. those words crushed my soul. The little tiny pieces of my already broken heart smashed into a million more little pieces. I didn't even know she was seeing someone.
So the conversation moves on and I'm tired of faking a smile and tell her I gotta get going. So she says "hey we'll be seeing each other a lot more, I'm back in town for good, I got a job at the school and I'm buying a house around the corner for you."
[expletive] great.
I bumped into the one that got away at the post office. It was happy and exciting, hey I'm single. I'm not saying I'm ready but I could be for the right girl. So we have this awesome conversation where I could tell she was genuinely happy to see me and I finally work my guts up to say hey what are you doing this weekend? She says "well I think I have a pretty big weekend ahead of me" so I inquire and she proceeds to tell me that she thinks her bf is going to propose to her this weekend. those words crushed my soul. The little tiny pieces of my already broken heart smashed into a million more little pieces. I didn't even know she was seeing someone.
So the conversation moves on and I'm tired of faking a smile and tell her I gotta get going. So she says "hey we'll be seeing each other a lot more, I'm back in town for good, I got a job at the school and I'm buying a house around the corner for you."
[expletive] great.